Boredom got me into this. I composed a song lyric after having constant traumatic flashbacks.
I don't want to elaborate on it but you may roughly understand me through this.

Where do i go from here when all else is empty

You walked away leaving me with no pride

And let alone myself to solve this

Today the rain will witness my journey

You've brought in darkness

Now hope becomes harder to see

But I won't let this bring me a downfall

No, I never will

What happened to everything that we have ever dreamt of?

What happened to the promises that you've made?

I will keep searching for the light

For I know you won't take me there

You've left me so many questions unanswered

You've brought in darkness

Now hope becomes harder to see

But I won't let this bring me a downfall

No, I never will

My current life is like tangles on a string. These obstacles that im facing with are bitter pills to swallow. Everytime I had one solved, another one would come and hit me. got to overcome this tension. I wont let it bring me a downfall.

I get anemic each night. I get drained off easily.

Nothing ever gets me down this bad.
Let this be a monument to my pain.