History set me so much worries for the present and future. My life used to be a lullaby flowing ever so smoothly and now, eversince 4 months back, nothing better but like a cacophony. What gets my condition even more impairable is when headache strikes everynight which resulted in me having minor insomnia with eyebags as the aftermath. I want to carry myself away from this misery but it keeps getting me down. And to be standing on the same spot for months now really frustrates me most. I lost almost everything but I am glad I still have the ones who bring joy to every second of me breathing. They are the reason I am still standing. I would be on withered grounds if it's not for them.

You can throw me any of your artifice, but I am not going to fall for it again this time. And I am referring to those who keeps pulling me down, getting in my way each time. Yes, you have witnessed my fall but you don't hold to victory forever. I might be moving at a slower pace now and you can laugh hard. But never presume the crown can be yours again.

I won't let myself stand at a losing end, now that I could feel hope is near.